Time...

Time.
Immeasurable.
Infinite.
Yet strickly regulated as we have control.
If only we did...
And those who have some semblance of "power" over it
Abuse it.
Penalize you when your allotted space in "thier" time isn't being used down to the last minute. Wasting the very time they believe they are saving...
What will become of us who are under thier jurisdiction...?
Only time will tell...

unrest

chaos
flashes of strange lights
unfamiliar sounds
screams of terror
flashes of blood splatters
ear-piercing choruses of pulse-freezing death...

Empty Absolute Vanilla bottle ...

Brother Bear???

don't fall asleep drinking during a horror marathon

Blood Will Boil...

Blood can boil
With the proper heat
The heat I feel when we're alone
Thinking
Talking
The short but sweet kisses we've shared
Blood will boil
Blood will boil inside us both
With lust
And disdain for the mindless sheep of the world
With dark happiness from finding another Leader
Another Chosen
Each other...
Blood will boil
Blood will boil...
very soon...

Anticipation...

Shaking with anticipation

I think of you...

Fighting the urge to relieve the tension myself

For I wish to save this lust for you

Have you aid in my release in your own special ways

And I, you

But th pressure is building

Throbbing

I'm so tense I could pop

Burst

My body fighting against itself

Trying not to grind my teeth

Or my crotch against my desk

Or hands

Reminding myself that my resiliance will be greatly rewarded

If I hold back the explosion

And allow you to open yourself to me

And be the screaming recipient

Of the estaciatic fluids boiling from my hot springs of passion...

I Can't Wait...

to see you.

touch you.

hear you and talk to you.

hold
you.

kiss you.

carress you and enter you.

make you
smile. make you laugh.

make you wet. make you scream.
make you question decisions.

make you act out your
dreams.

make you enjoy ever minute youre with me.

make
you overflow with ecstacy, blending fantasy with reality...

Immorality...

Why are we so intrigued by that which we can't have?

Don't have?

Shouldn't have?

Things which we know are dangerous?

Even dealdly...?

We see past the bells and whistles...

The pretty exterior (and how pretty, so very pretty, it is...)

It's inticing ways (looks, sounds, scents, touch...)

We know that however sweet the taste may be...it's still a leathal as the most potent poison...

The most powerful firearm...

The most caustic acid...

And still we drink...

Too engrossed by the ecstacy of the flower to notice...

That it's slowly destroying us from within...

Sensual Anguish...

So many conquests...

One after the other

Taking woman after woman to complete ecstasy

But for what reason?

And at what cost?

For as enjoyable as each experience is,

Because of the lack of love and commitment

The experiences become trite and without meaning...

Which causes my heart pain...

Knowing I have little to no desire to have any of these moments of passion transcend the physical and evolve into something special.

Yet the desire to continue to rape, pillage, and conquer, however, is ever present

Ever growing

And ever thirsty for new souls...

Such is the agony I endure with each day

And suppress each night.

The eternal battle ever raging from within...

explore the stars...

take my hand...walk through the hills, valleys, and fields that encompass my mind...walk with me...and see that which is Me in my purest form...do not be afraid...nothing will harm you here..for this is my domain...a world of chaos and peace, hate, love, lust, passion, pursuit of knowledge and infinite contradictions...lay down on the soft moss which is my feelings for you and allow me to grab your soul by the hand and explore the stars...

come to me, spirit

This is u in my life...
a ghost...a beautiful spirit..
I can see and hear you...
but have yet to really meet or touch you...
come to me, spirit..
come and join me in the realm of reality...

Big Bang

Physically linked in Passionate Carnal ways
As our bodies take over
And our prowess takes the reins
turning blue in the face
like the blood in our veins
both due to lack of oxygen...lack of Air
both floating as high on intoxicants... we don't care
about Noise
about Space
about Time
about Fear
about sheets drenched in love juices
Blood.
Sweat.
Tears...

and...
as our eyes share a gaze
Ecstasy explodes through
and...like a lustful Big Bang
our universe begins anew

Circle of Time

I sit under the stars...

contemplating the meaning of my existence.

feeling myself drift into the center of all the dimensions...

feeling my thougts overcome the infinity of space and time...

It becomes a circle...

clockwise = future

counterclockwise = past

we must all sit quietly to reach true peace.

aware of all bodily functions...traveling internally throughout ourselves...

taking inventory of our inner workings...

I look through my Circle of Time...

and I count how many times I see Myself contributing to the well being of the World...

Doing the will of the Divine...

And I am pleased...

But there is still much more to be done...

Is the Creator pleased with your Circle?

For He sees it in Time Throughout...

for ultimately it is not what we breathe in...

but what we breathe out...

Intrigue...

you stimulate my mind and my body...
I wish to delve deep into both and explore...
learn your secrets and dreams
and help make them reality...
not denying your mortality
but your presence is angelic...
not denying mine
but you make me feel invincible...
immortal...
for the desire to be with u...
kiss you...
touch you...
be intimate with u in every way...
has me wishing there was a way
to ensure an eternity with you
as we redifine passion...

ecstacy...

trust...

honor...

loyalty...

and eventually...
possibly...
hopefully....

Love..

The Sun is Shining

The Sun is Shining...

it's heat and power so intense

that it's distance away from us is the only thing keeping us safe

from being gently warmed ...

to being reduced to ash and slag...

We are not ready to withstand it's power in our current state of being...

we are not ready...

Even though we can see the sun shining in our lives...

we are not always ready to reach our sun

and we get discouraged when we approach too soon

and get burned...

sometimes severely...

which is why our suns are placed,

like the sun of our Solar System...

seemingly infinitely far away...

so that we can properly prepare to reach it

so that we can be ready...

so be strong...

and be encouraged that you can reach your Sun...

when you are ready to receive it...

it is not a dream....

it is not an illusion...

The Sun is Shining...

warm rain...

sensual scent wafts through the bedroom window...

all thoughts of a peaceful slumber lost

or at least for now..

for the scent which now fills the room compels us to use this bed in ways far beyond sleeping...

or at least for now...

we begin slowly and softly; the breeze directing the flow of our movements...

as the storm becomes more violent and powerful, so do our actions...

soft caresses become grabs and scratches...

soft moans become screams...

lightly flutter sheets become twisted and ripped off the bed...

no restraints...no limits...

the storm follws suit...

thunder and lighting crash and ignight the light sky as if our unbridled passion was rising like a cloud and then exploding like comets colliding in mid-air...

or the rocket's red flare...bombs bursting in air...

laying truth throught the night...

while others lay in fright...

we lay in a mist of warm rain...

blowing in from our window...

cooling our bodies...

as we try out best to dry off with our heat...

our bodies in sync

with the storm and one another...

thrusting, squeezing, a sexual maelstrom

we reach the ultimate as a huge bolt of lighting illuminates the entire night sky...

the storm subsides..

as we decend from the heavens back to earth...

and softly nestle together..

amoungst the sweat and the rain mist and the juices of passion...

as the wild winds settle back to a gentle breeze...

lightly scented with the warm rain...

and thoughts of a peaceful slumber return...

or....

at least for now...

My Queen

My Queen

Will do a flawless dance between the Darkness and the Light

Appease the holy in me and feed my Soul...

Appease the carnal in me and feed my Lust...

Compliment my style, but not compromising her own.

For I need a Queen who knows she is one

Not a disallusioned drone...

Regal enough to be diplomatic on my behalf

My perfect defence when I am weak...

Femeninity illuminates a room when she enters...

Lesser girls give her room and admire.

Jealous girls think evil

But only act out in their minds...

for disrespect is not tolerated

and if you are in violation

you best change location

or stand in preparation

for your decismation...

Dazzle me...

show me daily why you are best for me

above the rest for me

flirt not with others

not even in jest...

you keep me beaming all day

and screaming all night

a beautiful contradiction

the sexy grey area

between Good and Evil

and we sway gracefully between the two as the situation suits..

sexual dynamo

to quote my girl Jill Scott

"better tahn love, we make delicious..."

I can feel your rhythm in my thoughts...

Find me, my Queen

So i can lay down my pen...

as you begin your Reign Eternal...

Clarity In The Darkness...

The Night brings Darkness...
The Darkness brings Clarity...
when all things are quiet and still...
you become open to the Universe...
aware of Self...
you can "hear" your inner workings...
blood flowing...
heart pumping...
even your thoughts and automated functions...
close your eyes and travel Within...
doing an internal inspection in every direction...
travel deeper still and enter your mind...
your memories manifest themselves in tangible form.
touch them, and be amazed at how their texture is in direct correlation with the emotions tied to them.
tracel deeper still to the sub-conscious...
taste your dreams...
your fears...
hopes. desires. goals...
extend outward now, as you travel the globe to foreign lands and cultures...
travel past Peace and War.
Bounty and famine.
Love and Hate.
Life and Death.
Travel further still to the planets and galaxies.
feel the heat of Mercury.
The hydrochloric acid clouds of Venus.
The red dust of Mars.
The rings of saturn.
be amazed as you fall through Jupiter...
effortless weathering it's never-ending storm...
feel the cold loneliness of Neptune and Uranus...
and rest on the recently demoted Pluto...
watch as comets fly...
stars go supernova and devour planets in there wake, only to burn out and become dwarfs.
or implode and become the elusive Black Hole...
where even light itself cannot escape it's suction into the void of the Unknown...
Travel further and further until your heart begins to ace...
you're approaching the Center..
the Key.
The Answer...
The meaning of Existence...
The Center of All-Knowledge.
You see a light...
dim at first...then glowing ever brighter...
it's a Door...
you approach it.
The Light is blinding, yet your eyes do not sting nor flutter..
for behind this door is the One.
The one who holds your Future.
Your Past.
The sole controller of your entire destiny!!!
you open the door..
and you see...
a mirror...
and once your eyes meet that of your reflection...
you open your eyes...
awake...
returned to where you were standing before...
in the dark.
Alone.

The Night Brings Darkness...
The Darkness Brings Clarity...
Clarity Brings The Answer...
The Answer Is You...

Perseverance

Scattered whispers in my mind...
I think of you...
Liquid diamonds fall from your eyes...
The Deamon of Stress has you cornered again...
Against the ropes again...
Feeling hopeless again...
But you will make it through
Because that is what you do...
And look wonderful doing it as well.
Making Heaven out of Hell.
After the deamon is exorcised away...
You return to your day...
And rest.
Preparing to do battle again
Tomorrow...

liquid silk...

wetness.
heat.
friction.
grabbing...
twisting...
pushing in...
nails digging into skin...
teeth into flesh...
it tastes so good...
pleasure.
pain...
moonlit rain...
wetspot stain...
can't abstain...
passion...
lust...
sex we must...
blindfolds..
trust..
cold handcuffs...
ropes of silk...
taste my milk...
i taste your cream...
hear you scream...
5 inch heels...
never touching the ground...
neighbors try to ignore the sounds...
we don't care...
tables.
chairs..
floor...
chairs..
anywhere...
if u could get your ass up there...
on the ceiling
we'd be there...
cologne
perfume..
sweetness...
musk..
animals in cannot top us...
fuck so hard it starts to hurt
we're too focused
to pay notice...
choke you.
spank you...
pulll your hair...
scratch me.
bite me...
take me there...
five hot cd's on repeat
play so long we become the beat.
to every song
fuck so long...
whole damn box of Magnums gone...
wearing them out
one by one
sex like this is so much fun!
time to bust.
reach climax...
still we grind
we won't relax...
hold it back until we choke
flood the bed.
our levees broke.
scream so loud our ears our ringing...
to us, it sounds like angels singing...
bodys throbbing, entetwined...
i am yours
and you are mine...

Delicious Incarceration...

Let's play in the dark...

Candle light flicker

But you only see a slight glaze

Voluntary obscured vision…

Music plays softly…

Ropes pulled tightly

'round your wrists and ankles

You can't stop me

But you don't want to

Complete control

Docile is your role

You like the feeling of risk

No longer the mistress

That role is dismissed

For a greater type of bliss

My kisses, bites, scratches and licks

Make your body twitch

And your soul shiver

First a puddle

Then a pond

Then a bonafide river

As your honeypot pulses with approval

Between the fear and the trust

Is a rush so strong

A rush so deep

As my fingertips creep

This is why your sub-conscious controls dreams when you sleep

Because to your conscious mind…this is sensory overload

As I slide my tongue up your silk road

The ground is so plush here

It looks like it rained…

Oh my… is this an act of God?

It seems the walls surrounding your Valley of Bliss are spreading wider on there own…

Enjoying the company of the herald to the point where the trumpet calling for the arrival of my hard thick Guest of Honor is blowing loudly…

Muffled though, as your sweet lips are covered beneath a tight satin gag

I'm glad

For a second I thought I might have made it too tight

But your convulsions aren't due to fright…

Your body's yearning, craving…

For my Guest to arrive

Your walls flanking your Valley; your thighs, are wet with sweat…

And you haven't even cum yet…

But you're ready…

So as I stop teasing you and enter the Valley, your hips rock steady…

Tied bound and gagged, your instincts take over…

For being the Master of Seduction as I am, I left enough slack so u can still arch your back

Twist your hips..

Finally I let loose your lips

You kiss my deep, your ambrosia from your juicy Valley making them glisten

You can't see them, but of course you know the flavor

As we both savor

The taste and the fever..

The heat of primal lust enhanced by kinky ingenuity…

We reach the sky

Cum splatters

The sound barrier shatters

A climatic sonic boom as we rest on the moon…

Spinning and woozy

Drunk off of passion

Sex in this fashion is not for the weak…

I undo your bonds…

You embrace your arms

Around me

Resisting the urge to speak

And instead

Choose sleep…

~fin

Candy Rain

Candy Rain

soft kisses on your tummy
licking and nuzzling
i look into your eyes
they tell me go lower
i respond
the moistening of your inner lips looks like ice melting
it just so happens i love sucking ice
but this ice is hot
dual purpose
licking it up relaxes u and makes me stiff
makes me want to flip u around
and be blessed by the sound
and the feeling
of u appreciating the stiffness you caused in me
but not yet
i have no regrets
for this nectar is delicious; ever flowing
if this is the Fountain of Youth
I want to drink this shit up until i need a sippy cup
feeling u squirm
digging well manicured nails into the back of my neck
talking nasty to me
moaning out, "eat it all baby"
"Drink it all, baby"
'Suck that clit, baby"
"You drive me fuckin crazy..."
when it comes to eatin pussy this good i'm not lazy...
i'm not shy about wanting to bust a nut in your mouth...
so i damn sure have no qualms about u cumming in mine...
and cum you shall
if your cum is candy rain
I want to hear the thunder
feel the lightning
monsoons
tsunami between your thighs
this will be longer than i 3 hour tour
capsize my boat, baby
i wanna get stranded...
i wanna get drenched
come up finally for air
pussy so soaked it looks like u have conditioner in your pubic hair...
leaving you so satisfied you can't say anything by sigh...
but also...
my lips did the trick
for the first part of this ecstasy trip
but your body is so ready
so hot for this dick
that u are ready to flip the whole bed
upside-down
just to get me on top of you...
legs open
and shakin...
ready to let me in

now let the main event begin...

The Dark Side...

The Dark Side
"sigh"
... always depicted as the path to immediate
Power -- at the cost of your Sanity
Humanity
Soul...
The price for joining the Dark One on the Dark Side is no mystery
...And yet the road to the Abyss grows ever crowded.

Strange indeed (to the righteous)...
People striving ever diligently to pursue Liberty...
Happiness...
Life...

...While heading expediciously toward the Lake of Fire -- Death...
WHich, to add to the irony, The Dark One dosen’t bother to conceal.

For he knows Man’s arrogance will deny the obvious.

That is, until he begins to burn...

Gates of Heaven

Gates of Heaven

it's 1 a.m. .....

and the moonlight is glistening over your body

your cloak of sheer barely tinted silk gently rises and falls between the exchange of sweet air...

the night breeze flowing inside you...

your exhalation after it's life is released from your lungs...

you begin to turn and twist in the midst of your slumber

you moan and softly say my name...

you're dreaming

you're remebering.

our enchanting encounter prior to your peaceful slumber

which was anything but peaceful

a malestrom of screams, thrusts, kisses, tongue caresses and bites...

the sounds of the night go silent as if to marvel in our sensual carnage...

on a twisted conglomerate of arousal, trama, and awe...

and now you rest...

or so you were...

as your mind creates a beautiful interpretation of the last hours events... merging fantasy and reality...

i watch with carnal glee as you finally lay back...

you arch up, holding your soft, curavceous torso with your satin kissed hands..

you open your eyes...

both our gazes turn south as you part your knees and we both look between

your Gates of Heaven greet us both with a fresh delicous coating of liquid lust...

the entrance pulsating, frosted with the creamy ambrosia of attained climax...

you becond me to come hither...

as i shadow your body with mine...

and he bridge between my body and your soul stiffens fully...

your Gates prepared once again for my entrance...

as i slip inside...

and once again indilgue in your Bliss Everlasting...

In my pursuit of Truth

In my pursuit of Truth

I find myself in a constant state of purging

Toxins that have been deeply embedded

In my bowels

In my kidneys

Bloodstream

Skin

Hair

Lungs…

And most of all my Mind

And since it's universally understood that the Soul is our own personal piece of the Divine.

Perfect and devoid of corruption…

The urgency of doing my best to get the rest of me to match is great

For all toxins are not physical

And because of this, this type is the most deadly

For to find Truth you must actively seek and destroy Lies

Not to be confused with Darkness, as Darkness is no more evil than Light is good.

Ancient metaphors being misunderstood and taken too literally

For evil people bask in the sunlight and good people sleep in the dark with no harm inflicted upon either

To find Truth you must destroy Lies.

Lies that long hair, especially "ethnic" styles are immature, ugly, crude, or represent a lack of intelligence

That having and expressing your imagination is childish

Among other things…

Almost all traditions are Lies

Glorified mind-control to keep people compliant, inhibited, and mentally stunted in growth.

Human beings are not meant to live like this!

The world is falling apart because the Truth, shackled, hidden, misconstrued, ignored, and buried, is rising up!

For Truth is ever-flowing like water.

Truth is unstoppable…

It's resurrection: inevitable

And yet and still the proprietors of Lies are working overtime to try and stop its spread.

To find Truth, you must destroy Lies!

Evil from all over the world, ancient and modern, seen and unseen, has been RECRUITED by the "powers that be" for the sole purpose of making a last stand, in a war that the disillusioned among them think they can win, and the enlightened among them know they are destined to lose.

To find Truth, you must destroy Lies!

Do not allow this propaganda to continue!

Rise up out of your trite and meaningless existence!

Do something with your lives!

Do not let mass media dictate your humanity to you!

Break the chains from your brain and emancipate yourself from your mental slavery!

The people of intelligence have to stop this madness!

We must restore order! We must not only revolt, but, more importantly, we must understand what we're fighting for.

The "Man" who is holding you back is YOU.

Stop settling for ghetto, the cheap, the run-down, and the sub-standard!

Educate yourself, provide for yourself, and stop waiting for handouts!

The term is Survival of the Fittest, emphasis on Survival

Thos who refuse to get smart and get fit in the wild get EATEN or KILLED or STARVE. You, my friend, are no exception!

The world doesn't owe you anything, so if your situation is dismal, do all you can to make amends or live in your hovel in silence…

Lies have made us complacent and weak, while the strong and intelligent among us are looked at exorcised, scrutinized, and ostracized!

They are accused of cheating because the concept of studying hard and working towards a goal, thereby achieving it, has become foreign.

The strong and athletically gifted are automatically accused of steroid use.

Never mind their hours of exercise and dedication to training and practice.

To find Truth, you must destroy Lies!

Prejudices to blind you from the bigger picture.

Keeping the masses fighting over stupid things like colors and street corners and city blocks that we don't own!

Intangible bullshit.

Confined like children to sandboxes placed in the crappiest corners of a world owned by less than 1% of it's inhabitants…

Release yourself from fear!

The Truth will set you free!

So let it.

And allow the healing to finally begin…

The Chair...

we started on the bed...
you riding me...
breasts in my face...
smile on your face.
i watch you through squinted eyes.
between the vision of beauty before me
and the Sun shining through slanted curtains
my eyes cannot bear the combined illumination
then through a combined collaboration
of determination and motivation
i use the combination
of stregnth and innovation
to lift you...
without sacrificing penetration
still feeling the pulsation
of your G, A, and B spots in unison...
i carry you out the room and down the hall...
and after a brief stop against the living room wall i sit down...
your chamber of secrets gripping firmly to my manhood
as i sit in...
The Chair...
against the wall The Chair is placed against
so the rhythm of our cosmic copulation doesn't cause us to fall
although if we did i doubt we stop
or barely notice
this love-making has become primal
screams and scratches and sounds that can only be described as the brain's vain attempt to express unfathomable pleasure into sound...
the moisture created by our bodies have added another dimension of skill to keeping this ship afloat
but if these sweet love juices cause us to drown...?
what a way to go!!!
to and fro.
stem to stern.
the captin is definitely going down with this ship
as you arch your back i tighten my grip
around your waist so you don't slip
sex frosting around the circumference of your lips
down below
between your explosions and mine i swear that time stopped...

sound left...
as did time...
and it was dark..
the silence of completion...
finally i hear your breath...
as you sit up
you smile as you kiss my lips
and embrace me...

and the day begins anew...