Pain
Anguish
Hopelessness...
The feelings you invoke in me
As your words cut...
And the tears fall...
And they must fall...
So I don't punch walls...
So I don't hurt myself...
so I don't hurt YOU.
You make me feel that my work was all for naught.
That my words mean nothing.
And my time was not precious...
Keeping the beast at bay...
He desires bloodshed...
To inflict physical anguish to match my mental agony...
To see you burn...
To die...
To just have everything end...
To finally have peace...
But I am no stranger to pain...
I may be bruised and scarred but I will not be defeated...
For suffering has purpose...
To literally beat appreciation for the joy and happiness we receive...
So I thank you for the pain
The neglect...
The mistrust..
.For if whatever does not kill us trully makes us stronger...
You have made me invincible...
