past thoughts

thoughts of you dance through my head
empty dent in the bed
past thoughts...
and poor decisions...
you think my head is full of envious visions..
of the next rider on your coaster
but that piece of track of yours is still missin...
so so am I...

simple bliss

a gentle breeze across my face
the warm sun shining moments after dawn in the summer
an itch that has been thoroughly scratched
tea that is cool enough to drink and hot enough to warm the soul
the cool side of the pillow
the big piece of chicken
a homemade drink
a sweater that has been properly broken in
a long hot bubble bath
a really good book
a smile from the person of your dreams
waking up embraced by the one you love
You.

Eclipse me...

Thoughts of you put my mind at ease...

a gentle breeze on a warm day

your lips against mine

we share an embrace

you are my Sun

and I, your Moon

eclipse me, my love

I feel at peace

you stir my loins, my mind, my heart, and my spirit

you allow me to be myself

in all my glory, splendor, and faults

praise when deserved

as well as unfiltered truth

your eyes tell a thousand stories...

allow me to inspire you to write another...

under your hood

relax yourself
and take a journey through your own mind...
and you will find visions...
of lost dreams and broken promises
happy memories and colors of inspiration
we must take this trip frequently
for this mind must must last
so...
even if you feel that nothing is wrong...
and your heart is filled with smiles...
every once in a while
check and see what's going on under your hood
you may be surprised at what you see...

Power of Will

tug of war between Mind and Heart
Logic and Reason Vs. Emotions and Feelings
never-ending struggle for Power
internally the war rages
and I'm being Devoured...
...I spray the fire with water to cleanse like a shower
you fan the flames and spit verbalized venom
your words and the pain they cause are set to kill
one weakness; underestimating my Power of Will
Will to Survive
Will to Prevail
Will to traverse the cosmos and set sail
attacking through text messages and email
attacking my maturity
attacking my intelligence
attacking my income
attacking my way of life
calling me childish
calling me trife
and still you claim to love me and want to remain friends
I find that hard to comprehend...peace

As The Sun Sets...

As the sun sets
Cosmic gravity pulling on the star
Thoughts of you reverse the polarity of my loins
A sundial pointing towards your crescent moon
Your celestial sister is a Merlot crimson
Adding to your erotic glistening...
Auras burning brightly... but only to our eyes...
And the angels in the skies
Grin with approval
For seeing you with me
Grinning with glee
Has them reminiscing for the days of old
When they tasted our flesh
And created Giants
You partake of my flesh
And create a giant of your own
One you are more than willing to engulf with silken lips
All them...
Minds spinning
Thighs wet
Clothes?
What are those?
Oh, those scraps of cloth that were tossed almost immediately
Expediently
I must get to you…
Blood boiling
Souls intertwined
Kisses melting like cotton candy
Sweet, sticky, and pink
Sweat blissfully stinging whelps from bites and scratches
Moist palms connect with plump buttocks...
You’ve been sooooooo bad...
Now go to my room
My room under the stars
Travel the galaxy with me
Fly with me...
Tonight’s project is to astral-project
Thrust with purpose
Scream with feeling!
Delicious anguish
Shxt! Damn! Fxck me harder!
Faster…
more ...more...MORE!!!
Delicious Delectable Decadence...
Sensory Overload.......

Time...
Stands....
Still....
Silence...
Tranquility in the key of mmmmmmmmmmm....

Invincible

Pain

Anguish

Hopelessness...

The feelings you invoke in me

As your words cut...

And the tears fall...

And they must fall...

So I don't punch walls...

So I don't hurt myself...

so I don't hurt YOU.

You make me feel that my work was all for naught.

That my words mean nothing.

And my time was not precious...

Keeping the beast at bay...

He desires bloodshed...

To inflict physical anguish to match my mental agony...

To see you burn...

To die...

To just have everything end...

To finally have peace...

But I am no stranger to pain...

I may be bruised and scarred but I will not be defeated...

For suffering has purpose...

To literally beat appreciation for the joy and happiness we receive...

So I thank you for the pain

The neglect...

The mistrust..

.For if whatever does not kill us trully makes us stronger...

You have made me invincible...

A Rough Night...

A Rough Night

Harder, daddy...

You exclaim from lips glossed like glass...

Left Hand on throat...

Right Hand on breast...

Nipples pinched(Gotta buy those clamps...)

Legs spread to the point of no return...

Wrist tied tight...

Satin scarves...

No rope burn...

Soy candles dripping honey-vanilla scented hot pleasure stings...

Blindfold semi see through...

I want you to see...

Just no too much...

Long thickness hitting bottom...

Thighs against ass like a wet bass drum...

Screams of blood-chilling passion strain through gasps of air...

A candle drop hit you clit...I

prepare to apologize

But to my surprise...

You want it again...

So I do...

"Tear it up, daddy..!"

I grant your request...

No rest...

No stress...

Convulsions of ecstacy...

I had no idea the mattress had slid that far...

Akward angle between head board and floor...

U hang by your restraints...

Sweaty...

Disheveled...

Sexually crucified...

U look up at me grining...

"Not bad for Round One..."

Midnight Storm...

Sweet agony...
That scent in the air...
Teasing my senses...
And burning my loins...
The wind blows
As I blissfully lose my mind...
One drop at a time...
As the water begins to fall...
The clouds open up...
Metaphorically representing what I want you to do for me...
Lightning flash and thunder rolls...
Intertwining of souls
As we pass Saturn
Turns and twists
Our bodies rythmic
And in tune...
Windows mimicking the sheets...
Steamy and dripping wetness...
Living a dream...
Waves breaking against your white sands...
Minds traveling to distant lands...
Seas start getting violent...
But I'm not the captain of a tiny ship...
Built for the rough ride...
As I slip and slide through the foam...
High tide in warm seas...
Exploring your Bermuda Triangle
Navigating your stargate as easily as I open my front door...
Space and time dance playfully for us
With each grab and thrust
Visions of lust...
Japanese musk...
From dawn until dusk
And dawn again...
Sunrise...
High noon your rain finally slows down...
Drip by drip...
Drop by drop...
We finally stop...
And sit in the warm glowing dew that remains...
From your center to the window pane...
Stillness...
Comfort...
Peace...

I Want To See You...

I Want To See You...
undress...
not just in the literal sense
I want to See You...
Allow me into you mind before our spirits intertwine
I want you to expose your Self
Make the man inside me as erect for you as the outer me has been for you since the night we met...
yearning to make inner Outer you and the outer Inner you equally as wet...
I Want to See You...
get sensual...
lick me with your eyes and nibble on my body with your thoughts...
peel off your clothes slowly...
show off for me...
let me see just how exquisite a specimen of femininity you are...
you are Woman, a true Goddess
so let me hear your roar within my soul from your aura of Lust
shake my bones, and quicken my already racing heart...
I Want To See You...
get wild...
it's showtime, gorgeous...
let me know why I chose you.
and you chose me...
dig your nails into my skin
pull me close, your scent wafting all around us...
kisses begin soft and turn ravenous...
delicious decadence...
cum-drenched indulgence...
wine-soaked minds and zero inhibitions...
we begin to amend the Karma Sutra
your pussy throbbing and drenched..
gripping me tightly as I thrust inside deeply...
pillows become silken back braces as we're off to the races like we're running down staircases...
full breasts and harden nipples graze my lips and enter my mouth...
knees bent, face down, as i hold your hips tightly
thighs on ass slapping like a wet leather strap
ample backside begins to clap...to a full-fledged applause
there's no pause in my stroke
as I hit spots so deep and pleasing that anything less you moan, "stop teasing"
'work this pussy"
"you got me open now"
"quench my internal fire with your white, creamy liquid desire"
fluids mix inside your your inner lips
you feel it's sticky drips dripping down your cervix
i pull out and turn around with greedy lips
as you suck the rest out me and clean me with licks
with a tongue so slick
I'm hard again in seconds
which is just what you hoped for
Cuz Momma wants seconds...
as you deep throat me you straddle my face
and I stare inside your personal Heaven and take a taste
as the silken ambrosia trickles down my throat
and coats my lips
i curl my tongue and grab your ass to slip in deep
while you make my disappear in a series of synchronized head movements...
but we don't want to come this way
this pussy is too good
I must feel you again
this time your back is to me
sheets a thing of the past
as you guide me inside you
such a talented cowgirl
you rough ride in reverse
legs spread wide
full breasts in my hands
such a clever little nymph, as I catch a glimpse
of our sexual activities on our private screen
Mirror documenting our actions for our private Eternity
you and me
intertwined in lust-dripping harmony
too deep for you...
too intense for me...
we both explode in an ocean of sensory overload
our souls travel around the universe in what seems like forever
but being the skilled woman you are
you pull me out of you so the last spurts of my nectar of life shoots up on your belly and breasts...
deep breaths...
heaving lungs within our chests...
basking in each other glory...
the end of a blissful chapter in our story...
we gave each other our very best.
I Want To See You.
I Want To See You... ...rest...

One day you will fly to Me...

Minds and bodies entangled in a web of Lust

boundaries erased

darkness ever-flowing

souls melded

drunk off of each other's respective nectar

Metaphorically...

Spiritually...

Literally...

You my Moon, and I, your Sun

we are One...

lay with me on our canopy throne of Silk, Lace, Iron, and Down feathers

as our passion tears the very fabric of the Universe

creating our own Reality

but far from Virtual

the scars, whelps, blood-stained, cum-soaked, sweat-drenched sheets are my medals...

my plaques...

my trophies...

for your mere presence is too powerful for most

and, yet, still I can boast

that I have surpassed squeezing blood from a stone...

I have released Rapture from an Angel...