past thoughts

thoughts of you dance through my head
empty dent in the bed
past thoughts...
and poor decisions...
you think my head is full of envious visions..
of the next rider on your coaster
but that piece of track of yours is still missin...
so so am I...

simple bliss

a gentle breeze across my face
the warm sun shining moments after dawn in the summer
an itch that has been thoroughly scratched
tea that is cool enough to drink and hot enough to warm the soul
the cool side of the pillow
the big piece of chicken
a homemade drink
a sweater that has been properly broken in
a long hot bubble bath
a really good book
a smile from the person of your dreams
waking up embraced by the one you love
You.

Eclipse me...

Thoughts of you put my mind at ease...

a gentle breeze on a warm day

your lips against mine

we share an embrace

you are my Sun

and I, your Moon

eclipse me, my love

I feel at peace

you stir my loins, my mind, my heart, and my spirit

you allow me to be myself

in all my glory, splendor, and faults

praise when deserved

as well as unfiltered truth

your eyes tell a thousand stories...

allow me to inspire you to write another...

under your hood

relax yourself
and take a journey through your own mind...
and you will find visions...
of lost dreams and broken promises
happy memories and colors of inspiration
we must take this trip frequently
for this mind must must last
so...
even if you feel that nothing is wrong...
and your heart is filled with smiles...
every once in a while
check and see what's going on under your hood
you may be surprised at what you see...

Power of Will

tug of war between Mind and Heart
Logic and Reason Vs. Emotions and Feelings
never-ending struggle for Power
internally the war rages
and I'm being Devoured...
...I spray the fire with water to cleanse like a shower
you fan the flames and spit verbalized venom
your words and the pain they cause are set to kill
one weakness; underestimating my Power of Will
Will to Survive
Will to Prevail
Will to traverse the cosmos and set sail
attacking through text messages and email
attacking my maturity
attacking my intelligence
attacking my income
attacking my way of life
calling me childish
calling me trife
and still you claim to love me and want to remain friends
I find that hard to comprehend...peace

As The Sun Sets...

As the sun sets
Cosmic gravity pulling on the star
Thoughts of you reverse the polarity of my loins
A sundial pointing towards your crescent moon
Your celestial sister is a Merlot crimson
Adding to your erotic glistening...
Auras burning brightly... but only to our eyes...
And the angels in the skies
Grin with approval
For seeing you with me
Grinning with glee
Has them reminiscing for the days of old
When they tasted our flesh
And created Giants
You partake of my flesh
And create a giant of your own
One you are more than willing to engulf with silken lips
All them...
Minds spinning
Thighs wet
Clothes?
What are those?
Oh, those scraps of cloth that were tossed almost immediately
Expediently
I must get to you…
Blood boiling
Souls intertwined
Kisses melting like cotton candy
Sweet, sticky, and pink
Sweat blissfully stinging whelps from bites and scratches
Moist palms connect with plump buttocks...
You’ve been sooooooo bad...
Now go to my room
My room under the stars
Travel the galaxy with me
Fly with me...
Tonight’s project is to astral-project
Thrust with purpose
Scream with feeling!
Delicious anguish
Shxt! Damn! Fxck me harder!
Faster…
more ...more...MORE!!!
Delicious Delectable Decadence...
Sensory Overload.......

Time...
Stands....
Still....
Silence...
Tranquility in the key of mmmmmmmmmmm....

Invincible

Pain

Anguish

Hopelessness...

The feelings you invoke in me

As your words cut...

And the tears fall...

And they must fall...

So I don't punch walls...

So I don't hurt myself...

so I don't hurt YOU.

You make me feel that my work was all for naught.

That my words mean nothing.

And my time was not precious...

Keeping the beast at bay...

He desires bloodshed...

To inflict physical anguish to match my mental agony...

To see you burn...

To die...

To just have everything end...

To finally have peace...

But I am no stranger to pain...

I may be bruised and scarred but I will not be defeated...

For suffering has purpose...

To literally beat appreciation for the joy and happiness we receive...

So I thank you for the pain

The neglect...

The mistrust..

.For if whatever does not kill us trully makes us stronger...

You have made me invincible...